Thursday, September 30, 2010

Again,

Best sisters ever?
No questions about it!
And, I started getting things together for my parents' box and my sisters' box today! Hopefully I can get them out by the middle of next week but there are some things I still wanna buy and put in them so hopefully I can find them soon and get them out!
I'm gonna do dinner right now but I'll probably post again later tonight. Nothing's going on tonight :/

Positive-People know how to tug on my heart and make me feel loved! It just gets better everyday!

Tuesday, September 28, 2010

Today is a Day

It's days like these that really make me miss UCM.
I have class from 10-11, seminar for another hour and absolutely nothing for the rest of the day. No club meetings happen, they all happen on Wednesdays, imagine if I had to do that back at UCM. Shit. I'd have no life Tuesday, preparing, Wednesday, meetings and class, or Thursday, catching up.
But, I've just been hanging out in my room, avoiding napping so I can get to sleep easily tonight so I can get up tomorrow.
Dear sisters, I'm hearing about some super amazing things that you're do within the chapter. Internally and externally. I'm so proud of each and every one of you and am so blessed to be able to call you sisters.
Mom&Dad, Talking to you daily is sometimes my only release each day. Without that, I would definitely be certifiable by now. I love you both more than you know!
UCM Fam, I'm missin' always runnin' into one of you and then finding something to do or somewhere to go immediately afterwords. You people are my rock some days and I can't ever thank you enough for that.

Positive-Class wasn't too too bad today. Lol.

Monday, September 27, 2010

Amazing Feeling

So I just posted some new pictures from a night out last week and I've gotten, literally, 6 comments on the picture and about how good I look.
Now for those of you who know-me know-me, you know I have some body image issues as far as my weight is concerned and to hear this comments and to be told I'm lookin' great and that it looks like I'm losing a little is an amazing feeling!
I appreciate all of you so much for your support! Looking at my England pics! All the comments about the fun I'm having and all the well wishes!
I couldn't ask for better friends, sisters, and family!
You're all amazing and I can't wait to come home to you and tell you about all my amazing experiences and, hopefully, if I am losing weight, it continues on :)

-Positive-Please read above :)

Sunday, September 26, 2010

To Whom It May Concern

*Forewarning, this will not be nice*
I'm 21 years-old, sober, and grown. I can fully handle myself and situations that I decide to take part in so telling me multiple times to go inside or stop when I'm clearly trying to calm the situation and starting to succeed at doing so. I'm only going to get pissed off and be rude because I'm a grown woman. You don't need to tell me what to do. Especially when you're the one not helping the situation.
Please take this into consideration next time you decide to become damn near belligerent and speak to me like that.
Thanks in advance.

Positive-Found an amazing chicken and pizza place that also happens to be super cheap!

Thursday, September 23, 2010

Class Has Begun

So as much as I missed being the classroom, I could really be okay with no classes this semester. I I'm gonna dig two of my classes out of the three, however, in only one class am I gonna dig the assignments, of which there are literally like 2-4 per class, and that blows. I love school and I don't like the way they do classes around here.
Oh well. Live, learn, and experience :) I'm sure once we get into actual class time versus just syllabus day, it will work out a lot better and I will dig it more because I literally love to learn, nerd, I know.
So I have no classes tomorrow, but I am going to Colchester tomorrow!!, so tonight I'll be heading out for some night life but I'm honestly ready to stay in a little bit. Call me lame, but going out legit every night isn't really my scene. Oh well I suppose.
I do head to Colchester tomorrow, on my own, so we will see how this train ride and switching in London goes! Lol. I will be in London one day this weekend though and I could not be happier to be going and getting away from campus for a while.
I'm not going to lie, at UCM, I'm totally fine with always being in the Burg and being on campus, and here, I can't wait to get out and go somewhere.
I think it's a combination of the fact that here is the perfect opportunity to travel and go somewhere new and do something different and the fact that I can't handle being around a particular person because I always get in a negative mood around them but it's irrelevant because I'm in fucking England and I'm going to have the time of my life, which I have been thus far, and focus on class and traveling and staying happy and positive as always :)
I got a package from Miss Lydia today! That girl is the best. She made my day! I thought I was just getting my birthday present, which is the sweetest passport cover ever!, but she sent me all kinds of awesome goodies :) Lydia, you really made my day with that.
Yesterday, I got my envelope from Christine. She sent me some copies of the Muleskinner that have Chi's story in it. I've got one up in my room to always remember A. Chi and the amazing man he was and B. that I have the best sisters who are taking care of me :)
I found a website, thank God, where I can watch some TV shows. And, Jersey Shore is on the site!! Best day of my life, right? I also started watching Big Brother season like 12 today. Haha. There are 30 episodes posted so I have some catching up! I don't even know if the season is over or still going but at least it's something to do in my infinite amount of down time it seems.
I feel like I do nothing here. I'm an International Rep for the student council and I have three classes a week and that's it. At UCM, although I love it and would not change it, I'm on the go constantly and never seem to stop. So this is very different. We will see if I miss it next semester when everything gets hectic again. Haha!

Positive-Met more new people today!

Tuesday, September 21, 2010

Trynna Stay Positive

I am trying so hard to be positive and stay that way on a daily basis but since I can't fucking escape you, I get negative and mad and upset and irritated and pissy and it's all because I literally have a hard time standing you.
And ya know what, stop being selfish and rude, and maybe things would change but that would require you growing up past the age of 15 and apparently you're not capable of that.
Ugh.

Dear Readers,
I apologize for the outburst but in order to not go either A. crazy or B. off on someone, I had to vent somewhere.

Positive-I just realized how much better my life is than what I give it credit for.