No Words

Death always makes me hope the same hope.
That the person simply wanted all of their family and friends to gather and will jump and say surprise.
I have never had that hope stronger than I have today.
And to know that it is definitely not the truth and that you are gone is tearing me up.
I've been crying, shaking, and thinking uncontrolably since I found out you were gone.
You were an amazing friend. You accepted me fully from the beginning and were always there for me.
We had some interesting moments and always had good times and I can only imagine what you will accomplish in Heaven before we all meet you up there.
Watch over us just as we will never forget you and remember me when I enter Heaven because God knows I can't go forever without seeing one of my favorite, most trusted, and loyal friends.
I love you Chi.
As a friend, brother, and person.
You will Always be loved and missed.